Has something scared you but you don’t know exactly what it is? Do you think something may be haunting your home? If so, you probably have a spirit in your house. If you strongly believe that something is there, then something is there.
I know how scary it can be when you think that a ghost is lurking around every door. It is more common than you think. I’ve been studying the paranormal for 15 years and from my experience, spooky encounters are becoming more frequent. Some say it is because the veil between our realm and the other side is thinning. Whatever the reason, I’m seeing an increase in these cases.
Some signs that you are haunted are:
Hearing footsteps when no one is there
On of the most common signs is when people in your home hear phantom footsteps. It is like someone is walking around when no one is there. One of the weird things about this is you will go look for where it is coming from, and it will change to always be behind you no matter where you go. It is like these entities like playing games.
2. Hearing voices or muffled voices when no one is around
Another sign is when you hear someone talking or calling to you when no one is there. Often the voices will be muffled. You won’t be able to understand what is being said. An important key here is that more than one member of the household hears it. In most cases, multiple people hear these sounds.
3. Pets reacting to something when nothing is around
This is a huge one. If your animals are seeing things and freaking out, then you know something is there. Animals hear frequencies we don’t. They see things we don’t. They will alert you when there is a presence in your home. Dogs will bark, growl, and spin in circles. Cats hiss, arch their backs, and even attack what the air. What is happening is they are going after a spirit. Your pets may come to you, trying to lead you somewhere. They are trying to warn you. Animals are some of the best paranormal detectors.
4. Unusual, repetitive dreams
You may have weird nightmares night after night. You will dream about a person being killed or a tragic event. It happens over and over. You will see the same unknown people you have never seen before. You will be able to describe these unknown people to others. Bad nightmares include seeing some kind of creature. If you see a monster, that means you have something much worse than a ghost.
5. Strange shadows moving around
Sometimes spirits manifest as a shadow. They look like a dark form moving around your home. Many people report these things slinking along the floor, as if crouched down. It is creepy. People who witness this are more likely to have a negative haunting.
6. Electrical appliances acting weird
When spirits or ET’s are around, electrical equipment goes haywire. Batteries drain immediately. TV’s and lights go on an off. Toys without batteries may ‘come to life.’ This is so powerful it can even impact your cars and trucks! If you have spirit activity, you will have all kinds of difficulty with appliances, electric, and motors.
7. Objects disappearing and reappearing someplace else
For some reason, entities seem to have fun moving our stuff around. Your keys may disappear from the counter and reappear in the bathroom drawer. Objects will be moved. You will be sure you closed your kitchen cabinet doors. Then you to into the kitchen, and they are open! You will notice if these types of things are going on. There’s no way to ignore it.
Life is hard enough. You don’t need this kind of stress. This above is not a total list of haunted happenings. These are simply a few things to look for if you are wondering what is going on in your home.
You may not know where to begin if something like this is happening to you. Let me tell you, there are all kinds of people who will be happy to help.There are local paranormal groups, researchers, psychics and others out there who will assist you.
While some hauntings are benign, many are not and cause all sorts of problems. They can even make you sick. Reach out if you are worried because help is available. This is especially true if you have children in your home. Don’t suffer alone.
Payback is a bitch. That’s the old saying. The drive to make people pay for what they have done to you is very strong. If you have been wronged, you might wonder what you can do to get justice. Will the courts help? Well, let’s face it, lots of courts are corrupt. Can the police do anything? If you can’t prove a crime, then no. And sometimes, the rotten things people do to you are not really criminal. They may be immoral but not criminal. You can’t do anything.
So what does that leave?
While some people are able to forgive, many are not. For those who have been hurt too much, forgiving is not an option. Some turn to vigilante justice. However, you can get in big trouble for that. You may want to get even, but you don’t want to go to jail. No vigilante justice.
I’ve been studying the paranormal for 15 years, and in my research, I came across a pocket of individuals who had problems with bad spirit activity after they summoned something or cast spells to get back at those who hurt them.
You may wonder if the revenge worked in these cases. The short answer is “yes.” But, those who participated in it ended up having horrible hauntings or negative happenings afterward.
A couple of the methods used included summoning entities, cutting deals, making sacrifices, casting spells, and using other methods of dark magic.
First I’d like to say, magic in and of itself is not evil. It is the intent behind it that matters and the type used. In all these cases, the intention was wildly negative. The goal was to make a target suffer, be harmed, and even die.
You might scoff at this, but this stuff can work. In my research, I’ve seen proof it does work. I studied the cases below, and let me tell you,there is something scary at work out there. We are living side by side with something we cannot see. Some have found ways to tap into it.
One example included a young woman named Raven who used spells to infest the dreams of the ex-boyfriend who cheated and dumped her. Sounds relatively harmless, right? Wrong! Raven used a dark spell in order to make her ex have rotten nightmares every night. The goal was to make sure he never slept.
I’m not going to list out the specifics of what was used, but I will tell you that some elements involved the victim’s hair and animal fat. In the end, her ex came over to her apartment begging for her to stop what she was doing. He was a wreck and hadn’t slept well for weeks. Since she had bragged about what she had done to mutual friends, he knew it was her behind his nightly terrors. Being somewhat merciful, Raven decided he had suffered enough and took steps to reverse what she had done.
What came next was frightening. SHE began to have nightly terrors. Every night she would have a horrid dream where a grayish/black shadow creature attacked and choked her. She would wake in the middle of the night coughing and gasping for air. She even saw the beginnings of red marks around her neck.
Terrified, she threw all her spell making tools away and began praying. It didn’t stop though. It went on for months until she went to a holy man and received a blessing. Overnight the nightmares ceased. She was warned never to even look at the dark magic information again. And she hasn’t. It scared her so much she vowed to never do it again, but strangely she said she was glad she had done it. “He deserved it,” she crowed. “Cheaters beware!” she said.
Another case involved a woman in her 60’s named Grace who had been maimed by a pain management doctor. He messed up an epidural steroid injection. As a result of his carelessness, she got arachnoiditis, one of the most painful conditions you can have. The pain is excruciating and the doctor was to blame. The damage was permanent. Grace would never live without pain again or walk right. As a side note, did you know many countries have banned epidural steroid injections? Did you know the steroid is contraindicated for use in the epidural space? Did you know it is not FDA approved? Chances are if you had one of these things, your doctor didn’t tell you this. Doctors make a lot of money from these shots, so they don’t usually want to warn that you could be paralyzed or end up in horrific pain forever.
So this poor woman ended up with an excruciating pain all the time because of this wretched doctor. After she reported what had happened, the doctor dropped her as a patient. She was told to never come back! He was a real SOB.
Having little recourse against this Goliath and the medical system, Grace was despondent. She decided to take a dark route and began reading about demons who she could summon and ask for help. She said she went through many, many old books before she found one which gave her the answer she was looking for. For her part, she had to cut herself and make a promise to the darkness to get what she wanted. What did she want?
Here’s what she said in her own words:
“He killed me. He ruined my life. I’m in pain 24/7 and no doctor will treat my pain. They won’t touch me. They’re afraid of giving pain meds, you know. He got away with it with no consequences. I can’t kill him myself, but what I wondered was… if something else could?”
She wouldn’t give exact specifics on what she did, but she told me enough. It involved her blood, demonic experts, and an offering. It’s gross guys; however she was willing to give it what it wanted.
In summary, she wanted the thing to kill the doctor who ruined her life. Though it may be hard to believe, it seemed to work. Within three months, this young doctor was killed in a car accident. It was a freak accident where the other driver had taken his eyes off the road to look at a text.
Did the evil spirit kill the doctor? Could this woman have summoned something diabolical? Certainly the timing was suspicious, and Grace wholeheartedly believes it. She was quite proud of herself.
“It was worth it. He hurt me; I hurt him” she laughed as she told me. “He won’t hurt another patient.”
I asked if there were any consequences for what she did. “You mean, did it want my soul?” She laughed again. It was really weird how flip she was about it. She was matter of fact when she replied “I lost my soul a long time ago. The train can’t be stopped. It already left the station.” But she wouldn’t explain much more. She did show me a news video detailing the car accident which killed her doctor.
Another case involved a young man named Omar who had been bullied relentlessly while growing up.Once he reached adulthood, he got into the dark arts. He considered himself to be a warlock. He said he mostly cast spells to get small favors like getting a job or promotion or even a raise. According to him, he was powerful and his spells worked.
Over time, he kept having flashbacks to a neighbor boy who tortured him when he was young. He knew this boy had grown into a local sports star and played on college team. Every weekend, he watched the news with his nemesis in the sports highlights. He kept wondering why this guy should have such a great life after what he had done when they were kids. It had been a brutal sexual attack, and Omar had a steaming hatred of the neighbor.
So he came up with a plan. Unlike the woman above, he didn’t want the man dead. Instead he wanted his enemy to lose what was most dear to him. Since the neighbor played sports, his athletic ability was his prize. So Omar targeted the man’s legs. He cast several spells over a period of months.
To Omar’s delight, his nemesis suffered a career ending injury on the field. He said one of the happiest days of his life was when he watched the man who raped him be rolled off the field on a gurney. He claims he has never done such a thing again and that he knows one day he will pay a dark price for what he did. He hinted that something was already happening to him. He had genuine fear in his eyes as he said that we all pay in the end.
You might think that these people regretted their decisions after seeing the results. Yet the majority did not. Getting justice was more important than anything else. Though they had to pay a price, the price was worth it.
You could make the mistake of thinking that dark forces only exist in Hollywood and religion. But you would be deadly wrong. There are forces at work that you really do not understand. I know many people will find it far fetched, yet I’ve seen stuff that would make your head spin. We are only now beginning to understand that there really are other dimensions and cruel extraterrestrials. Who is to say what they can and cannot do?
There are people out there with little to no hope of ever making their lives better. Suffering so much makes them turn to something they shouldn’t. They knock on dark doors not really understanding what is going to answer.
You can use the paranormal to exact revenge on your enemies. However, I do not recommend it. The price you pay will be way more than you could ever imagine.
If you are here, chances are you have spied a ghost, been visited by an alien, caught a glimpse of Bigfoot, encountered a fairy, or come across something that cannot be explained. That is OK. You are in the right place.You are amongst friends here.This is the site for all paranormal happenings. People who know me well say I am the queen of the strange and unusual. Things happen to me that just don’t happen to other people. You may have this too!
If you have seen, heard, or been touched by a paranormal entity, you are not alone. Loads of people live with this each and every day.
Slowly, society is accepting that there is something else in this world. You can turn on Travel Channel and view a wide array of programs covering everything from demons to Mothman. This is wonderful because it mainstreams the subject. And it lets others know that these things do happen.
I am a psychic medium and have been since I was very young. I am a retired criminal profiler and worked hundreds of serial murder, serial rape, sexual homicides and abductions across the United States. I taught thousands of detectives, police, military intelligence, CIA, FBI, attorney general investigators, prosecutors, and others. I even interviewed 25 serial killers and mass murders for research and my Ph.D. I wrote THE book about female serial killers, creating their profiles based on my interviews with them. I also wrote a book on profiling sadistic serial killers and another book about profiling terrorists. I tell you all this because I want you to know that I’m a very serious person, and I know for a fact that the paranormal is real.
I myself have seen apparitions, felt the touch of a spirit, witnessed poltergeist activity, even viewed aliens when doing psychic readings for alien abductees. FYI, they really are here. All this may be hard to believe, yet if you are a paranormal target, you know what I’m talking about. I’ve been studying the paranormal for about 15 years, aliens for almost 10. These things are real folks. They really are. Whether you choose to acknowledge them is up to you.
If you are a paranormal magnet, your life will be interesting, to say the least. For the unlucky, this can be absolutely terrifying. Dark energy does exist, and it attacks human beings. It goes after animals and can target every aspect of your life. Though such frightening stories are frequently featured in tv and movies, it hasn’t slowed the demonic down one bit. The darkness still terrorizes people with no end in sight.
If you have a ton of bad luck, you may want to find out if you have a dark entity around you. What I usually find is that if you have been hit by one bad thing after another in your life, you likely have something negative with you. Fifteen years ago, I wouldn’t have believed that, but I’ve seen enough at this point to know it is happening. Some people are plagued by evil.
A lot of paranormal victims move to get away from their supernatural tormentors, but the creatures follow them. It’s not that easy once one of these things find you. Imagine having something unseen going after you in your home. Then you move to escape it. To your utter amazement, it starts up again as soon as you move into your new home. What a nightmare! Whatever you are dealing with, most tag along when you go. ET abductions don’t stop with a move. Demonic will follow you. These entities can find you anywhere.
Not all is doom and gloom. Luckier people only experience the positive aspects of spirit, Bigfoot, fairy or ET contact. They don’t get sick. They don’t get attacked. The entities are benevolent and even bring peace to a home or land. Usually those with these types of contacts don’t find their way here. It isn’t causing a problem for them and may even enrich their lives. They don’t need help but only may search for validation. It is reassuring to realize that what you are seeing is real!
However most people who make their way onto this site are having issues. Perhaps the worst are those who are taken against their will by extraterrestrials. The abductions can continue for an entire lifetime. Sickness typically follows as well as massive stress and inability to sleep. If you have this type of thing going on, it is best to get help. It doesn’t stop on its own. ET contact can ruin your life if you are not careful.
There are so many types of paranormal contact. It would make your head spin if you delve into all this. Whatever reason you are on this site, the likelihood is that you have come across something that made you pause and ask what is happening.
If you live with this kind of thing, it can take over your entire world. It can disrupt work and your relationships. Such strain can even ruin marriages . Divorces often follow demonic hauntings or alien abductions. Worse yet, people have had custody of their children threatened if they dare talk about what is going on behind closed doors. It’s a lose/lose situation.
What then happens is that people become prisoners of these entities. Captive in their own homes. Worse yet, if you study these cases you will find that most people live through more than one event. Witnesses won’t just see a ghost once. Sightings will be followed by poltergeist activity. Marks may appear on the body because entities can touch you. You’ll have weird dreams. It’s the same for alien cases too. It won’t simply be one event. You may not remember more than one event, but ET’s don’t simply appear once. There will be more. The contact will permeate everything. Flashbacks. Increased psychic awareness. Post traumatic stress. Illness, often autoimmune, will appear.
So how can you deal with all this?
It’s easy if you have something benevolent. You can simply acknowledge what is happening and sometimes even communicate with whoever or whatever is in your home. For you, the kind contact is a gift which shows you there is more than this life. It is a window into another dimension. Nice entities enrich your environment. If you re one of these lucky people, you should tell your stories because it can help others see that we are not alone. This could benefit countless numbers of suffering people. With the COVID lockdowns, huge numbers are suffering from depression. Knowing there is more than this life could mean the world to them.
On the other hand if you are having negative experiences, it is best to reach out for help. As I said before, these things do not stop on their own. In fact, it only gets worse with time. Though some people can simply move and have the activity cease, the majority of cases do not. It WILL come back later. Don’t be fooled by a long lull in activity. Once these things get their claws into you, they don’t want to let go. It may even be years before they make themselves known again.
Evil never gives up.
With the stress, fear, and confusion, it is essential that you talk to someone who can try to help. Demonic hauntings can be fought, but you will always have to watch your back. With the right intervention, it can be resolved.
Extraterrestrial abduction on the other hand is much more difficult. These energies have abilities and technology we don’t. They are ten steps ahead of us. But don’t make the mistake of holding it all in. Just talking to understanding people can help your stress level. Hypnotic regressions can be soothing and reveal information that can be of great use in dealing with otherworldly contact. The more you know, the more you can fight.
I should mention there is a group of individuals who are taken by ET’s who say their experiences are good. They mysteriously get cured of horrible illnesses, and their lives improve. They are gifted with telepathic and healing abilities, as well as hard science skills (math, physics). While most of these people understand that others don’t have similar experiences, unfortunately there are some who will not acknowledge that bad contact happens. In short, because they only experienced good things, then all contact must be good in their eyes. Of course they are completely wrong, but don’t waste your time arguing with them. If you have been hurt by these things, you have been hurt. Period. Yet there is something you can do if you have been living this nightmare. You can work to take control back.
The main thing is: don’t suffer in silence. If you are struggling with the paranormal, there are groups, professional investigators, psychologists and others who can assist. Though asking for help may not bring immediate relief, those you reach out to may have resources and know others who can make a difference for you. Never give up.
Breakthroughs happen. In some cases, just talking about what you have gone through can soften your outlook. Seeing you are not alone can really help. So don’t feel hopeless if you are going through one of these frightful events. It can get better.
Read through my articles below. I talk about patterns and similarities among those who have paranormal experiences. When you realize others have dealt with the same stuff, it can make things easier for you. I sometimes write in a humorous manner. I do that to help those who are afraid, to make it easier for those who are scared. So take a look at the information in my other articles. It may just help open a door for you so you can make your life better.
If you need help, contact. Deborahkauflin @ gmail.com
What did you ask Santa to bring you this year? A new cell phone or iPad? Maybe some tools or toys? Of all the things you asked for, you probably did not expect to find an ET on Christmas. However, it is not uncommon to encounter non-human entities on what is a most beloved holiday.
It’s weird enough to see a UFO or have alien contact at all, but throw in Christmas, then it gets even more strange. The holidays can bring out the best in people, but they also seem to bring prying ET eyes too. There appears to be a connection to alien abductions, UFO sightings, and Christmas. You wouldn’t think that otherworldly creatures would make themselves known when so many families spend time together, yet it happens more than you think.
I even interviewed a family who one Christmas night in 2013 all experienced the same “scary nightmare.” A family of four (two adults, two children) who lived in New Mexico went to bed after the holiday festivities. Nothing unusual had happened that day. It had been filled with warm family meals and Christmas movies. By all accounts, it had been a wonderful day. That night after going to bed, each of the four had the same dream. They “awoke” to find a blue light floating in their room. The blue light floated in front of their faces, almost hypnotizing them. They each said they couldn’t look away. They could not move. All felt a tingling sensation. At that point they each became lightheaded and lost time.
Fuzzy memories involved looking at what they described as a plasma like tv screen which did not have solid form. It was like a gel substance. Only one family member remembered the rest of the night. The mother alone had further recall. She said that she knew instantly that whatever she thought of, whatever subject, that’s what would appear on the gel screen. All she had to do was think and the ‘TV’ would change to whatever topic she wanted. She knew this because someone was telling her telepathically. When she looked to the side to see who was communicating with her, she had a panic attack. To her right were two creatures with long necks standing upright about 8 feet tall. Dark grayish skin. That was the best way to describe it. She said she felt her heart pounding. Instantly she realized they were there to manipulate her.
These things entered her home and took her without her permission. Not one asked if she wanted to be involved in whatever they were doing. This was a violation. Her panic increased, but she couldn’t move. They were not there to help. They were there for their own reasons. After she tried to scream, she didn’t remember anything after that. All in the family recalled the same nightmare up to the point of blacking out after seeing the floating blue light and the gel TV. However, the mother was the only one to describe the rest of the scary event.
Number two. During the Christmas holiday 2009, one man was in Colorado visiting his friends. He was staying at a lodge in the mountains near his friends’ home. His third floor room overlooked a large part of forest where there were no lights. It was scenic and peaceful. Accompanying him was his little dog Poker. Poker was a barker, and the man worried Poker would cause a problem at the lodge. At first the little dog would not stop whining when it was bed time. Eventually though he settled down and both fell asleep. The man awakened at around 3 AM to Poker barking and a light coming through the curtains at his window. Thinking something serious was happening, he got up and pulled the curtains back to see what he described as three lights in the sky right outside his room. The lights formed a triangle. Poker was barking, and the man couldn’t take his eyes off the white lights hovering in front of him. He couldn’t move. It was as if he was paralyzed. Hypnotized. Even more strange than that, it looked like there was a window in the object with figures inside looking at him. He couldn’t make them out and stood in awe. Poker kept barking. Then he went blank. He doesn’t remember anything after that. The next thing he did remember was waking in the morning in bed with the covers on the floor. His socks were off. Poker was unusually quiet and not making a sound.This was highly unusual for the little yapper. Instead of bouncing around like he normally did, Poker cowered at the foot of the bed, shaking. The little dog was never the same and changed from an outgoing vocal dog to a scared aloof animal who wouldn’t show affection. Poker died only two months later. He was only five years old and had never had any health problems.
Number three. A really unusual story came from an elderly woman who lives in a rural area of Georgia. It was Christmas Eve 2009 and grandma Edy was getting ready for the next day’s visit from her daughter and grandkids. She had a fully decorated Christmas tree with presents sitting underneath. Edy left the lights on the tree that night like she always did. She loved seeing the way the lights sparkled at night. The next morning when she got up, as she walked into the living room, she swore she saw a little 3 foot tall dark creature running behind the tree. Anyone would chalk this up to her imagination, but when the thing ran behind the tree, it snagged on the Christmas lights. One strand came off the tree and fell onto the floor. Edy gasped and thought she might faint. Her ears suddenly heard a click sound. She couldn’t move. She tried to move. Edy was frozen in place. She wondered where the thing went. What was it? She still couldn’t move. It was as if she were paralyzed.
Finally after what seemed like an eternity, she was able to get herself to her bedroom where she grabbed her gun. She looked around her house for the intruder. Perhaps an animal got in, she thought. But as she searched, she couldn’t find anything. Plus all the doors and windows were shut and locked. Edy checked everything. She was freaked out yet noted nothing was missing or messed with. Other than the strand of Christmas lights which had fallen to the floor when the thing ran behind the tree, nothing was out of place. This woman had no memory problems or mental issues. She was a sharp, intelligent 67 year old female. The woman was not on any medication.
In all the above cases, each person involved experienced strange things after their encounters. Poltergeist activity began in their homes. Things like electronics going on and off, doors being open when the people knew they had closed them, batteries draining, and weird noises all served to make sleep difficult. All had unusual nightmares involving strange lights, owls, clicking noises, high frequency sounds, and long skinny gray rock colored arms. Some dreamed of bug eyed creatures while others dreamed about entities with orange/yellow eyes with slits.
In every case, there were significant problems in all of their lives stemming from the experiences. The people felt out of control, jumpy, and worried. All except the children underwent regression. More details emerged which pointed to a strange reality. Non-human creatures were involved in their missing time or time unable to move. Something had been there.
These are just overviews of three cases. Many, many others report strange occurrences involving flying lights, entity encounters and missing time around the holidays. Does Christmas have any meaning for ET’s? Would they simply be experimenting with humans on an important date to see how people would react? Or, is this simply a pattern of ongoing ET contact with the date incidentally falling on Christmas?
There is no clear answer, yet it is clear that people are experiencing these things. This happens worldwide. All over, people feel like we are on the verge of something big. It is like a door is getting ready to be opened, and we are all waiting in anticipation for it. Something is happening whether we like it or not. Non-human intelligence is here.
So this Christmas, next time you think Santa may be coming down the chimney, perhaps it is something else. Maybe your little elf is a visitor from another world.
I believe you. Many other people out there believe you too. If you have been worried because you have seen something otherworldly, then you are not alone. We don’t know exactly how many people per year have ET contact,but more and more are coming out and telling their stories.
When it comes to aliens, ignorant people have made fun of and dismissed those who have been abducted or had some kind of ET contact. This has made it awful for individuals who experience something phenomenal.
Because of this, too many have suffered in silence, not opening up about what happened to them.
You are not alone if this has happened to you. People from all parts of life have gone through this. Politicians, judges, doctors, farmers, road workers and every type of person in between report ET contact.
I’m sure you are very confused if this has happened to you. Yet I don’t want you to feel like you are weird or there is something wrong with you. It happens more than you know. Since people are reluctant to speak up, the real impact is hidden.
Don’t hold it in if you have experienced an abduction or some kind of contact. Burying it is not good. It will hurt you in the long run. There are others out there who know exactly what you have been going through. Speaking with others can be so helpful. When you tell others about what happened to you, you help them as well. Their experiences are validated too. There are groups who delve into this and those like me who study the phenomenon. If you read through my articles, you will see all kinds of patterns in ET contact cases. There are a lot of similarities in how this takes place. I’ve studied this for almost 10 years, and I wouldn’t waste my time if it wasn’t real. This is real.
If you are at the start of your journey or you have been going through this for a long time, it is never too late to begin another chapter of your life. Alien experiences whether good or bad can jumpstart you in a new life direction. If you take control of your life,this can lead to you getting what you want in the future. You can use your experience to learn, grow, and help others. In doing that, you help yourself. You can finally use your voice and be heard.
Whether you write about what happened to you or talk to people like yourself, moving forward and releasing what you have been holding in will be freeing. You will free yourself from fear and pain the more you learn about this.
Please know that you are surrounded by individuals just like yourself who have seen some weird things! We are learning more every year about this, and you probably have seen that even the US government has acknowledged that UFO’s have been witnessed by Military personnel!
I wrote this article because I have so many people contacting me who are confused and often scared. They have no one to talk to and worry about what is happening to them. Do yourself a favor and keep reading about about this subject. The more you learn, the more your fear and confusion will go away. You will find more than you can even dream of out there if you just let yourself look.